In Too Deep!!!!

This started off as a poem but it became a story of sorts told from a man's point of view. I wanted to write this as a dude who is a player that has met his match...I've seen/heard/read different things from guys so I can honestly say that some dudes are really like this...but there is always hope as seen in this story...enjoy!


She was the girl that I wasn't supposed to have
the "Goody two shoes" who only had sex when she was in a "commited relationship"
she could spot game from a mile away and shut me down in a second
She's got walls put up..might as well give up...her girls would laugh and repeatedly tell me


Truth be told her friends wanted me to penetrate their walls
they had heard about "The Legend" concealed inside my calvin klein boxer briefs
they wanted to be the one that would put it on me in such a way
that I'd forget all about talking to her and fall in love with her best friend...well friends!


Women play the game better than we do and most would have fallen in the trap
I have seen it done before so I make sure that I don't step in
before I fuck and leave them they know that this is a momentary pleasure
and no matter how good I made them feel they could not come back for seconds


Don't get me wrong all of them were sexy as fuck I only mess with dimes
They all had full lips and fat asses and knew how to work both so well
I always made sure they left satisfied and beat my name on their walls
so whoever decided to hit after me could not fill the space I left in their hole I mean soul hahahaha


So getting at goody two shoes chick wasn't gonna be much of a problem
I would just have to try a little harder this time around
I love challenges haven't had one since I was a freshman in high school
and started sucking up and then fucking my Spanish teacher so I could change my D to an A


I would approach her and tell her I wanted to be her friend
cause I know many dudes try to get at her on a daily basis
I'd get her number and talk to her for an hour or so
and tell her that she could be the one that could change my life around


How her friends (yup the same best friends that tried to smash) told me she was a good girl
and how that's rare in a world full of jump offs and tricks
When I am ready to settle down she would be the one I would wanna commit to
fall in love with get married and have like 5 kids and live the "American Dream"


Speaking of dreams I'd tell her how I dreamed of waking up next to her every morning
and how I wanted to fall asleep next to her holding her close to my chest
I'd make love to her like those men in erotic novels do
and have her sweating shaking and screaming til she finally succumbed to the pleasure


Gotta sweet talk the ladies before you experience their sweetness
only a whore would let a dude hit it the first night
That's way too easy its like sleeping with a hooker for free
Who knows how many dudes she let fuck her effortlessly!


After having sex with her if it was good I'd stay around for a month or so
however long it takes me to move on to my next challenge
If it was wack I'd stop all contact with her
and if she doesn't get the point I'd change my number


Yeah I know I sound grimy as hell
but I'm keeping it real with yall so you can see how fucked up I was
goody two shoes switched it up on me
now I'm half crazy trying to figure out where I went wrong!


I called her and I was surprised by her intelligence and wit
and ended up talking on the phone for hours
She laughed at my fool proof lines
and came back with a few of her own

She said "Awww sweetie u are too much...I know Angel and Tamara all wanna fuck you
I think Angel already has even though she hasn't told me
I see the way she looks at you
and the way you dismiss her like she's discarded trash"

I know you are used to getting your way and the fact that I didn't fall at your feet surprised the hell outta you
Last time I checked there hasn't been a perfect man that walked this earth since Jesus
and he didn't rock gucci cologne and true religion jeans

What I'm tryna say is that you can't play me sweetie
I don't want a man like you in my life
Getting what you want based off your appearance can only work for so long
but when you're old,gray and alone 40 years from now then what are you gonna do?

You can wrap shit up in the most expensive box
and put your gucci cologne inside to disguise the scent
when all of the wrapping is peeled off and the box is open there is still shit inside
and it will be put in its proper place..the porcelain toilet bowl!

You are not a good person on the inside
you need to meditate and reevaluate your life decisions
maybe your mom was a woman who was easily manipulated
and you treated future women the same way

Maybe some girl broke your heart and you blocked your heart from love
and picked up and discarded women just as she did to you
You need to pray because you are in a sad place right now
and only the Lord can help you through this

By the end of the convo I was shellshocked
even after she hung up I held my blackberry to my ear and just sat there
I knew right then that I had met my match
and for the first time I gave up and lost the game

I tried calling/texting/emailing/facebooking/tweeting her
but she igged me every chance she got
I found out from Tamara(Angel wasn't talking to me) that she liked pink roses
so I had them sent to her class, job and house

3 months went by and still no response
and each day I found myself going crazy
Her face is the last thing I think about when I go to sleep at night
and the first thing I wake up to every morning

It's crazy because I feel like a changed man now
started praying and staying away from temptation
I still bought gucci cologne and true religion jeans
but they were for the teenage boy I started mentoring

One day I came home and I found a note attached to the door
when I saw it was from HER I almost broke my phone
I sat down not knowing what she had to say to me
just hoped it wasn't any kind of restraining order!

The note said "Hey there thanks for all of the messages flowers and cards you have sent 
they meant a lot to me and made me smile
i've heard that you changed for the better and im glad
couldn't be a player forever right?

If this had been a few months before we met maybe things would be different
But I am engaged and plan on marrying the love of my life next year
I know this may hurt but don't remain bitter but better
and know that you have truly touched my heart"

A tear escaped my eye but I brushed it away
I wasted so much time playing a game that had no valuable prize
the women who were consolation gifts weren't worth my time
and the grand prize has been taken by someone else

I know now that if I ever meet a Ms Right ever again
I won't block my heart trying to be Mr Cool
Otherwise I'll end up in the same exact situation
I waited too late to change and now I'm in too deep