Once upon a time

You never really know a person even though you hear/read so many things about people online...I wrote this poem trying to put myself in a certain someone shoes trying to relate to her situation...let me know what you think!


It was supposed to be us against the world
But you took the world's side and tarnished what we had
Tore it to pieces like the glass I smashed against the wall
When you told me that you and I are finished

Forever is a long time and you told me that's where our future lied
As soon as others came into our space
You let them shift our plans and change the situation
Now I only have two weeks...to move out that is

You swept me off of my feet
Now I'm trying to pick up the little bit of pride I have left
Before you step and crush my hopes and dreams for my life
Just like you did for the life that we created together

My kids are my only source of sanity
I refuse to let you take that away from me as well
Keep only what you came with in the beginning
Even though we created them together they came from within me

You are the reason I don't believe in fairy tales
My prince has fallen short of my expectations
This chapter in the story of my life has ended
If I could take it back I would have stopped at once upon a time

Unhappily Ever After

A certain situation inspired me to write this poem....its very hard to let go and this poem shows just how much! with that being said here goes!


I thought that if I loved you hard enough things would change
No matter what happened I would be your ride or die
And even though folks would talk about us I would still stay strong
Only in the privacy of my room I would cry

Even though my gut told me you were doing wrong
I wanted to believe it was my insecurties messing with my mind
At the beginning of our journey we were in this together
But somewhere along the way you left me behind

All of these months I've been trying to play catch up
Even though you kept me in the dark
I have tried to be the glue that kept us together
Even though other forces in the world wanted to see us apart

If love were enough we would be together for a lifetime
Because our feelings for each other run that deep
I worry so much about losing you
That there's been many nights I couldn't fall asleep

For once I need to stop following my heart
It runs on pure emotion which creates doubt
Because the heart doesn't think logically
I stay stressing trying to sort things out

I am obviously alone in this fight to make this work
But I am not sure how to let you go
I've sacrificed so much that I lost myself in you
You are the only thing I know

Waiting for you to change seems unrealistic
But I can't imagine losing what's become a broken dream
Our reality has become more like a nightmare
Where everything is worse than what it seems

Once upon a time we were perfect for each other
Our life was filled with joy and laughter
But that was then and this is now
And we're living unhappily ever after

Chocolate and Caramel

I wrote this awhile ago but one of my friends loved it so much so I decided to post it here to share with ya'll....lemme know what u think!

tell me if its as sweet as I think it sounds:-)

His dark brown complexion intertwining with her light brown tones blended into the sweetest most sensual experienced they have ever had. He is the world's greatest aphrodisiac smooth and delectable. Just one taste is never enough. He melts in your mouth even though he feels good in your hands because he makes your body tremble. He is better than Godiva, Nestle and Hershey all rolled into one because you can keep going back for more.Every piece of him wants to be licked and sucked and unlike the store brand he is priceless

Her syrupy sweetness has all of the men going crazy. They drop to their knees to taste her treasure. Even though it gets sticky at times the taste is worth it. You get lost drowning in her sugar.And if you give her what she wants she will give you what you crave and all it takes is just one tongue one time. You can make it at home but it won't be the same because her pleasure becomes your own. When she is pleased you know the favor will be returned all while the syrupy sweetness lingers on your tongue.

They taste great apart but putting them together is the ultimate bliss.Between all of the passion from their potion it will make the strongest person surrender. Seduction, allure intrigue and desire all wrapped into one package. He's made for her and she's made for him. The perfect mix of chocolate and caramel

Temptation freestyle

I wrote this about a dude I was feeling at the time and some of our talks inspired me to write this poem! New poetry will be up sometime this week:)


I've been checkin for this dude for a while now
I love his swagger his smile his style...How?
how does he walk into a room and just take center stage...he isn't even
performing and everyone is amazed...so sexy and so fly the definition
of real...always speaks his mind and says just what he feels...
he told me he wanted me and that he would have me soon enough...he'd do me how
i liked it whether it be gentle or rough...He'd have me speakin in
tongues and going into convulsions....have my juices overflowing like a
volcano eruption...I laughed but I knew since the first time we made
eye contact I would cross that line and there would be no goin
back...no goin back to my life full of the same shit...a life full of
boring predictable mundane shit...He was full of excitement like a
rollercoaster ride....and all I could think about was him being
inside....taking me on to that place called ecstacy with our bodies
intertwined...not thinkin about the past just living in this moment in
time....wanting him to take me to higher heights...not tryna go on
airplanes but he can be my 747 all night...have an outer body
experience feeling as though I've reached nirvana..we make our own
private movie but with no comedy or drama...a solely action packed
movie with the best sound effects.... just when u think its over a
sudden twist in the plot makes you unsure of what will happen
next....he is the star and I'm his leading lady...we're shooting the
climatic scene and anyone in the outside world must think we're
crazy....a tingling sensation comes over my body and I start to feel
light headed....one hit of me and u will be addicted I didn't believe
him when he said it...bed, floor, mirror, tub, balcony all of it
becomes blurry...I'm reaching he's reachin but there's no
hurry...living in this moment is what I have always desired....and even
though I've fantasized about him I could not believe what has
transpired....I'm nearing my peak and suddenly there's only one
sound....its coming from my high but I don't wanna come down.....he
soon follows me and he pulls me close...I definitely believe him now
when he says he's doin the most... now back to real life back to the
same old routine....his sex is a drug and I'm officially a
fiend.....its always great while it lasts but afterwards I go through
withdrawals...I love the anticipation and the climax but not the
emptiness after the fall....now I'm back on solid ground no longer able
to fly....he always takes me on an amazing journey whenever he stops
by.....no ticket or passport needed but I had one hell of a
vacation....that man has got me sprung and I will always give into his
temptation!!!!!

Behind his smile

I love this poem because I wrote it trying to put myself in someone else's shoes...its very hard writing about things that you are not sure about but if you can place yourself there mentally and write what you see but most importantly what vibes you feel from that person or situation it expands your creativity.....this poem is not about who you a lot of you may be thinking about...it was written in September of 2006 lol but it can apply to so many people who live in the spotlight! with that being said here it is!

when the curtain comes down
and the lights fade out
he steps out of the spotlight and looks in the mirror

and knows that few have made it this far

tears stinging his eyes because he thinks about her
he acts nonchalant for the cameras but wonders if

he hadn't made that mistake would they still be together
or was this only meant for a season and not a lifetime

the fans only know what they see
but nothing is ever what it seems
their fantasies blurred by a image he has created

the man they see at times is a facade

Privacy is very limited

its like he is in a fishbowl for all to watch

even when the show is over people still want to take a peek

they want to scrutinize, criticize and judge

he is deeper than just telling his secrets

he is more than just a ladies man

he loves like there is no tomorrow

he feels the pain just the same

he has leaches, snakes, and pironas on his back

he doesn't know where to turn or who to trust

he wears dark shades not just to look good but because

he can't trust just anyone looking in the windows to his soul

he's soft spoken but don't mistake it for weakness

he's confident but don't mistake it for arrogance

he knows what he wants and he goes after it

blood sweat and tears doesn't begin to describe his will to win

He is always looking for ways to outdo himself

he manages to go to that next level everytime

the critics are left speechless and his fans amazed

but they don't see the load on his back while climbing to the top

Some people manage to put him on this pedestal

and when he doesn't meet their expectations their world is shattered

they forget that he is a human being

and those trials and tribulations hurt him far worse

He loves what he does but no one but him knows

just how much he has had to sacrifice to be at this point

He makes it look so effortless so easy

but much more lies behind his smile

Pressure

Like I said in my previous post I love poetry and when the mood hits me I will just sit at my computer and write a poem in less than 10 mins lol..This poem I'm posting was written especially for someone a couple of years back but I am sure many of you can relate to this especially the fellas...its called Pressure...Enjoy!

Everyone is driving me crazy

all these motherfuckers are lazy

People keep calling and demanding so much of my time

I can't fall under pressure

I got so much on my mind that I can't even sleep

All the pain and drama in my life it runs deep

I am supposed to be on 24 hours seven days a week

but I guess I was born with all this pressure

These dudes kill themselves trying to take my style

they only see the outside they can't see all the trials

and tribulations I have gone through to make it this far

these dudes know nothing about pressure

The ladies think I'm cute and they like the way I talk

they love my voice and my smile and they like the way I walk

they treat me like I'm a superstar and I guess to them I am

but I'm not getting paid for all of this pressure

I make this look effortless I make this look good

you gotta stay positive when you've had my childhood

hell my adolescense and my adulthood

have made me built for all of the pressure

When you have seen so much in a short period of time

when people will betray you at the drop of a dime

you gotta be cautious be alert and aware

and that in itself is a lot of pressure

I have big dreams for myself they are at arm's reach

I wanna live, laugh and love and most importantly teach

When people look at my life I want them to see

All of me including the pressure

I asked for this life no one is gonna break me

if they want it all to end they will have to take me

away from this earth because that's the only option

and then they will have to take on the pressure

I will take it all if it will get me to the top

these people just don't know I can't and I won't stop

I won't sacrifice my soul or what I believe it to make it

but I will take on more pressure

My kids and their kids will know that I was the best

I always got my way I never settled for less

My legacy will live on forever and only I will know why

I know all about pressure

The beginning!

I always wanted to do a gossip blog but there are so many out there theybf.com bossip.com concreteloop.com and my fave necolebitchie.com but I wanted to be original so I decided to blog about what's interesting to me....I love music, poetry and entertainment in general so I plan to talk about that and my life. So many think they know me but trust there is so much more to me than meets the eye...Trey's blog (seefurtherthaniam.blogspot.com) title inspired me and I understand that people that don't know you can only judge what they see but this blog will let you deeper inside of my world....I only have one question....Are you ready???