Every other girl

This is dedicated to all of the "players" of the world...you have met your match with me!


You thought that I was a hit it and quit it type chick
Someone you could bag and run through right quick
Cause you are used to smashing every cute thing that walks by
Believe me when I tell you there is more to me than meets the eye

Since I resisted your advances you think I'm playing a game
To you women are like pawns on a chess board we're all one in the same
I am one in a million the type of person that comes along once in a blue moon
And its your fault that you thought you could have me so soon

Trust me when I say that I'm a different kind of breed
Sex is something to be cherished for you its something you need
You need it to feel better about the man you think you are
In reality you have a boy's mentality and that won't get you far

Days turn into weeks and you still haven't gotten your "prize"
I turn you down and keep it real with you, you respond by telling me lies
"You know that you are special to me. I'm just not ready to settle down."
"I have to get this out of my system but one day soon I will come around."

I can only look forward not back and I certainly don't have time to wait
Building a life on broken promises will only end in a disappointing fate
I see right through the bullshit and I can't deal with a man like you
Someone who is vain and shallow and who's heart remains untrue

You are upset that you failed at your own game
Many men have tried to play me but the end results were always the same
I told you from the beginning that I am not like the rest
Before I give my heart to any man I put him to the test

It hurts to find so many failures but at least my pride remains intact
There was a time in my life where I let a man throw me off track
I am wiser and stronger now and know that I deserve the world
And to think you thought that I was just like every other girl!

No matter what

This is a freestyle poem meaning I just wrote it down based on what I was feeling at the time...it isn't my best work but its good lol....its called no matter what and for those who are wondering this situation described in the poem never happened to me so don't think I'm going through it right now lmao! here goes!


Woke up feeling woozy but I don't remember taking any medication
All I can focus on was our last conversation
You said that you loved me but that just wasn't enough anymore
and that you would never forget what we had then you walked out the door

I get up out the room and see remnants of broken glass
Did I black out or did everything just happen too fast?
I start sweeping but when I saw the picture I dropped the broom
I snapped once again and threw it halfway across the room

The frame hit the mirror and the vase sitting on the vanity table
At one point in time I could push past this but now I'm no longer able
I go to pick up the pieces and didn't stop until I noticed I was bleeding
Don't care about the bruises my heart hurts far more cause you're the one I'm needing

How do I just forget about us and pretend that everything is alright?
You live inside of my soul even though you are out of my sight
All these years thrown out the window all because you gave up on me
You gave up on what we had and where we wanted to be

When things became too tough you took the easy way out
You let other people cloud your head with insecurities and doubt
When you are in love nothing or no one could step in our way
You used to say our love would last forever and a day

Forever is a long time too long for you to push past the pain
Too long for you to wait for the sunshine that comes after the rain
If I could do it all again the 2nd time I wouldn't make the same mistakes
He would give 100% and make it work no matter what it takes!