No matter what

This is a freestyle poem meaning I just wrote it down based on what I was feeling at the time...it isn't my best work but its good lol....its called no matter what and for those who are wondering this situation described in the poem never happened to me so don't think I'm going through it right now lmao! here goes!


Woke up feeling woozy but I don't remember taking any medication
All I can focus on was our last conversation
You said that you loved me but that just wasn't enough anymore
and that you would never forget what we had then you walked out the door

I get up out the room and see remnants of broken glass
Did I black out or did everything just happen too fast?
I start sweeping but when I saw the picture I dropped the broom
I snapped once again and threw it halfway across the room

The frame hit the mirror and the vase sitting on the vanity table
At one point in time I could push past this but now I'm no longer able
I go to pick up the pieces and didn't stop until I noticed I was bleeding
Don't care about the bruises my heart hurts far more cause you're the one I'm needing

How do I just forget about us and pretend that everything is alright?
You live inside of my soul even though you are out of my sight
All these years thrown out the window all because you gave up on me
You gave up on what we had and where we wanted to be

When things became too tough you took the easy way out
You let other people cloud your head with insecurities and doubt
When you are in love nothing or no one could step in our way
You used to say our love would last forever and a day

Forever is a long time too long for you to push past the pain
Too long for you to wait for the sunshine that comes after the rain
If I could do it all again the 2nd time I wouldn't make the same mistakes
He would give 100% and make it work no matter what it takes!